30 days of Joy Day 16

You Know your life is full of Joy when you don't have the time to sit and write about it....Oh what a beautiful and fun loving weekend this was...All the people I love so much with me and sharing laughter and Joy who could ask for more. I enjoy so many things , but for me to be able to snuggle on the couch with the man of my dreams and watch a Hallmark movie and him love it as much as me ???what a treat this was. You know you're in love when someone brings a calming spirit and they make even the most complicated problems seem small. You no longer even want to think about the small stuff, much less sweat about it. You know everything will be ok.
I remember when i first became and christian and accepted the Lord as my personal savior, I was 9 years old and it was at that moment that I knew ,as hard as my life was, the Lord was going to take care of me and show me the way. I have for the last 43 years always depended on that faith and the Lord has never let me down. I have let myself down a few times, when I thought i knew best, but if I back up, relax, be patient and listen the Lord has always guided me in the right direction and placed me in the right situations, and Allowed me to work at the right Jobs so that i feel satiesfied and know daily that i have truly helped someone in need.
Sometimes we think we want one thing and the Lord has other plans, for he knows us better than we know ourselves. He knows what church you need to be a part of , he knows what type of person you need to marry and he will if you be patient enough put that patient in your path and when the two of you meet you will know instantly that this is the person you should have in your life. Stop and listen to the Lord and what he's trying to tell you, whether it be the disatiesfaction that you're feeling in the work place, when people are being dishonest and spiteful because of jealously and fear or if you are realizing that you have made wrong choices choosing your mate, the Lord will guide you , but you have to get still enough to listen. If you feel your family does not get you or understand who you are , if you will give it to the Lord , then he will fix everything for you. But your faith will have to be pure and you will have the responsibility of recognizing answered prayers and being able to know that sometimes unanswered prayers are best, because the Lord Knows What he is doing and if you let him , then he will afford you a life of happiness, peace and well being . I believe that in no way does the Lord ever want one of his children to have to suffer. Over the past 10 years My life has been no bed of roses and the losses I have experienced through death are so great...but my faith in the Lord absolutely has brougt me to a place in my life where I recognize his path for me and I know I will embrace this new path and walk hand in hand with my Lord and even when struggles and strife can not be avoided, again I will not be alone and he will pick me up and remake my spirit so that I will not have to suffer forever. Thank you Lord for loving me enough to send me just the right person, to once again make my life complete and full. I hope i never get so busy again that I do not recognize your answers . Thank you SAM , FOR lOVING ME....I NOW kNOW THAT I DESERVE YOU , MY FEARS ARE NO MORE AND I PROMISE TO ALWAYS ACCEPT THE LOVE THAT YOU GIVE SO FREELY TO ME .